Returning Home

July 6th, 2008

Rise, O Moon,
and spread your light across the heavens;
the stars remember you in silent prayers,
their hearts glimmering with hope.
Now, like beggars,
we roam the alleyways of earthly life,
when once in our own Homeland,
we were merchants of rubies.

O, may no one ever have to leave his own home,
for one is not worth a piece of straw in this alien land!
They need not clap their hands
to startle us out of this world, O Bhau;
we are already disposed to fly back
to our long-lost Home.

  - Sultan Bahu

Insight

December 13th, 2007

Before there was sunshine and before there were starry nights

I was the Wind and I was the Fire
I was the Ocean and I was the Mountain
I was the Rose and I was the Garden
I was the Dance and I was the Dancer

Before there was sunshine and before there were starry nights

I was asked to go with Time;
My fall through Crack was long and deep;
Buried under Wisdom and Understanding, Love I seek.

The Thundering Voice of Silence lifted the Veil of Dark Night;
My Heavenly Heart was filled with Purple Light.

BigSur - 12/09/07

‘I’ has to go

October 17th, 2007

The winds of Mara are brewing the Furious Storm;
The Heart is aching, for times to come.

O Brave Heart! This is the way of Rumi and John;
the ‘I’ has to go, for ‘we’ to become One.

Dance of Shiva

September 27th, 2007

There is a light-show in the Crystal Palace;
Six whirling dervishes and a yogini in the center place;
Essence is hidden in the form and form is the veil of emptiness;
It’s the Dance of Shiva! without beginning and endless.

Frangipani

September 23rd, 2007

heart ocean overflowing, tear in the one eye;

sweet Frangipani, yearning for the flicker of first light.

Bliss

September 23rd, 2007

music of raindrops on the bamboo roof;

dancing sea-horse in the still water.

Free-will or Free-ride?

February 13th, 2007

If you believe that you can create your future just by your efforts and disciplined actions then you are a believer of ‘free-will’, however if you believe that your actions are a result of circumstances/environment or other people’s action around you and you have no control over the choices you make or effort you put behind your actions then you are here for a ‘free-ride’.

In my experience, most teachers have either one or the other belief system and attitude. Teachers of first approach will ask you to strive hard in achieving the concentration of mind and enlightenment. You are extremely fortunate to be born as a human and to hear about the teachings. Don’t waste this precious moment. Meditate vigorously. In the other approach, there is nothing to gain or loose, nowhere to go. The very effort you make to be enlightened will prevent from making the progress. Simply live according to the ‘Divine Will’, be present, right here right now and everything will be taken care of by itself.

In Buddhist belief system the first approach is explained under by karma philosophy: your action will get you the results. And the second is approached by interdependent-origination, that is “I am because we are”. I have seen arguments and applications of both sides of thought in various aspects of life.

The law of karma gives destiny in the hand of individual and creates culture, society and commerce that values and pays for individual’s skills and effort. Most justice systems around the world are based on judging the accountability of an individual’s action in a particular situation.

On the other hand, interdependent-origination system of thought is extended to into the belief system which values “collective action” more than the individual action. In this system of thought a person (a part) is not responsible for the action but community (the whole) is responsible for creating/defining the person who took the actions. In this case, stock market will be considered responsible for creating companies and CEOs that are focused on growth at any cost, including personnel abuse and environment plunder, because the growth is the most valued metric for public companies on the street. In the same way a tyrant’s evil action will not be considered as his/her action but as the ‘will of it’s community’.

It seems to me that Dr. Jung understood both forces in the context of psyche. He refers to force of collective unconscious as that part of a person’s unconscious which is common to all humans. It contains archetypes, which are forms or symbols that are manifested by all people in all cultures. They are said to exist prior to experience, and are in this sense instinctual. Dr Jung also created the term ‘individuation process’, the process of becoming aware of oneself, of one’s make-up, and the way to discover one’s true, inner self. Dr. Jung seems to have spend all his life in understanding the interaction and unification of these two polar forces within the psyche and it’s impact on individual and society as a whole.

Very rarely I have met the One who goes beyond the both attitudes and unifies them to show us that they are nothing but polarized thoughts, not the absolutes. Situations may not be in our control but our attitude and intent is and the progress is made by uniting the polarities so that the mind can be made still. Only in a quite mind the wisdom of our true self arises. True mystics, yogis and Buddha have talked about going beyond polarized thoughts. They teach is that the right effort and action is that which simply arises out of our love for Divine. The only thing that matters is our connection to Divine and yes, we have to work for it and yes, we have to ‘live in the Divine Will’ to become awaken to it. To a rational mind it is a paradox, like particle and wave aspect of the matter or as Zen monk will simply say, it is an effortless effort.

Stages of Meditation

January 14th, 2007

In general, meditation process goes through three stages:

1. Quietness: This is the beginning stage where the practitioner focuses on quieting her mind by focusing the attention on ‘one and only one thing’, e.g. breath, word, music etc. This allows her to stay in the present moment. By staying in present moment and emptying the mind of all thoughts she experiences peace and ease in her body. It brings relaxation in the body and clarity of mind.

2. Witness: As the meditation deepens the practitioner slowly moves the attention from focusing ‘one and one thing only’ to becoming a ‘witness’, i.e. she focus being one with her body-mind and just be a witness to the process of ‘just sitting in present moment’ with the ‘empty mind’. In this stage the practitioner becomes one with her body-mind. She has more room in her mind. As the awareness of her inner body (the muscles, ligaments, nervous system, tendons, cardiovascular and other systems of the body) deepens, she steers away from the past or future and stays in the present moment of just ‘being’ — feeling totally relaxed.

3. Stillness: This is the stage of meditation where one looses words to explain the experience and language becomes poetic and esoteric. This is the stage where the awareness expands and the practitioner is absorbed into unwavering stillness where she feels her body-mind connected with cosmos as a whole. She looses the limited sense of ‘self’ and her awareness is filled with luminous archetypal geometric shapes and harmonious tones.

Holistic Healing Assesment?

September 3rd, 2006

Many people ask me what do I look for when I am reading pulse, tongue or asking questions while doing assessment of client’s mind-body-spirit constitution in my holistic health practice?

Every living system has three aspects that are key in understanding it’s constituion: wholeness, harmony and clarity.

Wholeness: Our physical, mental and energetic forms are not separate entities. They are various aspects of one ‘living matrix’ that is powered by spirit. It is this fact that every holistic medicines teaches us from many thousands of years. The energies that digest our food in our stomach are same energies that help in digesting ‘new ideas’ or feelings we experience and same is true for other metabolic activities. In simple words, body is mind’s physical form. In my assessment I look for the of wholeness the person from physical, mental and energetic aspects.

Harmony: In a balanced being all aspects of life vibrate in harmony. The pulse and tongue assessment provide deep insight into harmony of organs, systems, emotional states, and of energetic aspects of the person. The harmony of person’s internal and external aspects are important for the wellness and vitality.

clarity: The clarity and radiance of person’s thoughts is reflected in all the aspects of person life and activities. Holistic health practitioners spend many years in learning how to assess person’s clarity by asking questions, observing and perceiving person’s posture, physical form and subtle body.

Do ‘you’ create your own reality?

August 23rd, 2006
  • The question I get asked is “do you create your own reality?” New age movies like what the bleep… and the secret have created a ‘new age myth’ that we have ‘free will’ and we can manifest any thing we desire.
  • The belief is an extension of quantum physics theory that an ‘observer’ participates in determining the outcome of an event. Somehow, the notion of ‘observer’ is extended to become ‘you’ (an ego) and ‘participation’ is extended to mean ‘creating’.
  • This type of ‘new age’ thinking is creating ‘new age guilt’ where people who have some illness or dis-ease are starting to believe that they are ‘attracting’ it and that means they are ‘not good or loving people’.
  • The fact is that Mahatma Gandhi and Jesus Christ believed and lived ‘non-violent’ life, however they both experienced violent death. Did they attract violent-death to themselves? Did tsunami victims attract the tragedy? Why don’t we attact ‘oil wells’ to our country?
  • Tibetan yogis and Eastern mystics who had ability to create ‘objects of their desire’ always said that to awaken to One you first have to dissolve the ‘ego’ and then merge with infinite. In that state there is no ‘you’ or ‘I’ or trace of ego.
  • The teaching of eastern mystics has always focused on ‘changing our internal attitude and feeling’ towards the external situation and not changing the external event or situation. In other words, if we are part of One Soruce then easiest way to make the change happen is by focusing on our thoughts.
  • It is sad that people are now creating ‘cheap’ and ‘buy online’ versions of a ‘mystic path’ that feeds on people’s inner emptiness and thirst for truth.